GetBackers - Pretend to be the Same.

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Title: Pretend to be the Same.
Fandom: GetBackers.
Warnings:
Characters/couples: MakubeX.
Summary: If he's going to pretend, it's better to do so completely.
Rating: R.
Notes: Written for springkink: GetBackers, Makubex/Anyone: cybersex - "nobody knows who you are on the net"

Pretend to be the Same.

Most of the times, he says he's a girl. A school girl, sixteen or seventeen. 'She' is easy-going and friendly, and she gets lots of private messages when he decides to get in chat. She doesn't have a steady boyfriend, but she would like someone strong that could protect her. She likes it when people say that they suck on her neck, when they say that they'd go down on her. When someone says that, she usually says that she'd go down on them, too, and swallow. MakubeX isn't sure how he feels or thinks that this femme-alterego is kind of a slut. Amused, most of the times.

It's easier than going in as a boy, because then, no matter what he knows and how he tries, he gets confused. It doesn't matter that it's cybersex and that he could be whoever he wanted to be, whenever he pretends to be a boy he can't stop himself from thinking of what it could have been, what he would've wanted it to be. Then, even as he makes himself come, he's all too aware of what he could ahve had, perhaps.

It's better to go completely out of it, if he's has to pretend.